Really?

There is truth in the phrase...life is what you make of it. Well at this point in time...I have no clue of what to make of life. The person who means the most to me is giving me a major headache... I have a clue what to do after graduation, however i don''t know how to put it in action. I guess life is something you have to go through to figure out. About to turn 19 and honestly clueless of what i'm going to do...i guess the fun will be finding out... Wish me luck!!!

Yeah...no test today!!!

I love you Miss. Cooper...We won't be getting th last two test scheduled to be taken in our BIS class. That is a ife savior. School makes you so busy you don't have time to breathe much less think. A tempory calm before the storm comes. LOL. Well there is only two weeks left until graduation...see you there class of 2010.

Some days...

Some days we feel like there is no way to go to escape reality. Things arn't feeling right and reality seems to be opposite from waht it should be. What we should do is remember the happy moments and learn from the tough times. People can knock you over but they can't keep you on your knees. Here is a poem that i wrote that helps me to relieve a little stress. Hope you all enjoy.

Statue
My soul speaks...
But my body doesn't answer...
My mind drifts as far as the sea stretches...
but i have no rope to pull it back to the shore of sanity
for in this life i have become a statue...
My breath goes unheard...
My pain goes unseen...
My tears form a stream of pity that roars violently in my heart...
Emotions eat away at my skin...
and turn me into the lifeless thing i have become...
Strip away the dreams from within me
Reality keeps these wounds fresh
Pieces of me rot and become metal as i learn not to feel
Not to see...
Simply not to be...
But only to be the statue that is now me...

is it really HAPPENING?

Today started off as any regular day would until it happened...until i realized i only have a month to go until i'm graduating!!!! The thought is exciting but nerve racking at the same time as i realze a major phase of my life is passing me by. no more will i see my friends everyday and experince moment that make you say "did that really just happen?". The fun times at school that made us laugh and the lectures from teachers that left us fuming will be over. The good things in life are forever held in our hearts and our mind...so never will i forget the precious moments i had over the past two years at SJCJC. Simlpy remeber the good times!!!!!